~46th Dance~

[donttelldaddy]

Strange time to finally come of age, wouldn't you agree?

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[donttelldaddy.livejournal.com]

Yet.

[dofaye.livejournal.com]

If anybody can change her future, it's you.

[donttelldaddy.livejournal.com]

I appreciate the vote of confidence, but I have to deal with it right now. I don't have a clue what I'm doing.

[dofaye.livejournal.com]

Seeing as I don't know what you saw, I can't tell you anything more helpful than I already have.

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[donttelldaddy.livejournal.com]

My relationship is apparently doomed to fail. Matthew was married to that prudish, lecturing, twit.

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[dofaye.livejournal.com]

["SEE, HE DOESN'T DESERVE YOU." is what he wants to say.

But he likes his bones being in one piece, so he doesn't.]

Do you mean Katya?

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[donttelldaddy.livejournal.com]

Yes, I mean Katya.

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[dofaye.livejournal.com]

Did you expect that he'd marry you?

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[donttelldaddy.livejournal.com]

I don't know. Maybe! I never thought that far ahead, but I figured he would be still be there.

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[dofaye.livejournal.com]

Surely he didn't abandon you completely in that future.

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[donttelldaddy.livejournal.com]

I stopped having contact with most people, after a while. I saw Alfred more often than I saw him, and therewas never really time to catch up.

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[dofaye.livejournal.com]

There must have been a reason for it. Maybe the two of you aren't meant to be together, after all.

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[donttelldaddy.livejournal.com]

Of course there was a reason, I just wish I could remember what it was.

And considering that he married that hideous ball of cartoonish innocence, that much is obvious, thank you. Don't gloat.

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[dofaye.livejournal.com]

I didn't

Has he said anything about it

I'm sorry.

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[donttelldaddy.livejournal.com]

No you're not, you wanted it all along.

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[dofaye.livejournal.com]

I didn't. I've never hated him.

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[donttelldaddy.livejournal.com]

You don't like him.

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[dofaye.livejournal.com]

Regardless of how he feels, you're miserable. Why would I support that?

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[donttelldaddy.livejournal.com]

You didn't when I was happy, either!

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[dofaye.livejournal.com]

There's no reason to compare that to how things are now.

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[donttelldaddy.livejournal.com]

Why not?

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[dofaye.livejournal.com]

Believe it or not, I do think differently of him now. And I don't see any reason why I shouldn't.

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[donttelldaddy.livejournal.com]

...good. If this turns out badly, don't blame him.

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[dofaye.livejournal.com]

It hasn't already turned out badly?

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[donttelldaddy.livejournal.com]

Yes, but...I don't know what's going to happen after.