donttelldaddy | ~46th Dance~

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~46th Dance~

Strange time to finally come of age, wouldn't you agree?

Of course there was a reason, I just wish I could remember what it was.

And considering that he married that hideous ball of cartoonish innocence, that much is obvious, thank you. Don't gloat.

I didn't

Has he said anything about it

I'm sorry.

No you're not, you wanted it all along.

I didn't. I've never hated him.

You don't like him.

Regardless of how he feels, you're miserable. Why would I support that?

You didn't when I was happy, either!

There's no reason to compare that to how things are now.

Why not?

Believe it or not, I do think differently of him now. And I don't see any reason why I shouldn't.

...good. If this turns out badly, don't blame him.

It hasn't already turned out badly?

Yes, but...I don't know what's going to happen after.

Not even after seeing your future?

...well, I suppose that even your seeing it has made things change course.

Exactly. Just knowing what it is ahead of time makes things different.

It sounds to me like you're letting it become a self-fulfilling prophecy.

It isn't my choice to make.

It's just as much yours as it is his.

No, it isn't. I don't have anything stopping me from being with him, but he has all those memories and knowledge of a wife and children. I'd have a hard time letting that go. I'll do what he wants to do.

I see. [As much as he doesn't understand Matthew in general, he can't say he wouldn't choose Katya in his situation.]

...I've a birthday gift for you.

Is it alcoholic? That would save me some time and correspondance with that idiot Squib butler of mine.

Not as alcoholic as you would like right now, I'm afraid.

I'll have to make due.

I would offer to bring it to you, but I imagine you're in your room.

I'll come down.

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