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Lili Rochefort ([personal profile] donttelldaddy) wrote2010-11-06 05:58 pm
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~46th Dance~

Strange time to finally come of age, wouldn't you agree?
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[identity profile] dofaye.livejournal.com 2010-11-09 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
Regardless of how he feels, you're miserable. Why would I support that?

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[identity profile] donttelldaddy.livejournal.com 2010-11-09 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
You didn't when I was happy, either!

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[identity profile] dofaye.livejournal.com 2010-11-10 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
There's no reason to compare that to how things are now.

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[identity profile] dofaye.livejournal.com 2010-11-10 07:22 am (UTC)(link)
Believe it or not, I do think differently of him now. And I don't see any reason why I shouldn't.

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[identity profile] donttelldaddy.livejournal.com 2010-11-10 07:25 am (UTC)(link)
...good. If this turns out badly, don't blame him.

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[identity profile] dofaye.livejournal.com 2010-11-10 07:26 am (UTC)(link)
It hasn't already turned out badly?

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[identity profile] donttelldaddy.livejournal.com 2010-11-10 07:27 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, but...I don't know what's going to happen after.

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[identity profile] dofaye.livejournal.com 2010-11-11 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
Not even after seeing your future?

...well, I suppose that even your seeing it has made things change course.

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[identity profile] donttelldaddy.livejournal.com 2010-11-11 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
Exactly. Just knowing what it is ahead of time makes things different.

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[identity profile] dofaye.livejournal.com 2010-11-11 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
It sounds to me like you're letting it become a self-fulfilling prophecy.

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[identity profile] donttelldaddy.livejournal.com 2010-11-12 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
It isn't my choice to make.

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[identity profile] dofaye.livejournal.com 2010-11-12 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
It's just as much yours as it is his.

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[identity profile] donttelldaddy.livejournal.com 2010-11-12 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
No, it isn't. I don't have anything stopping me from being with him, but he has all those memories and knowledge of a wife and children. I'd have a hard time letting that go. I'll do what he wants to do.

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[identity profile] dofaye.livejournal.com 2010-11-12 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
I see. [As much as he doesn't understand Matthew in general, he can't say he wouldn't choose Katya in his situation.]

...I've a birthday gift for you.

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[identity profile] donttelldaddy.livejournal.com 2010-11-12 06:43 am (UTC)(link)
Is it alcoholic? That would save me some time and correspondance with that idiot Squib butler of mine.

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[identity profile] dofaye.livejournal.com 2010-11-13 08:36 am (UTC)(link)
Not as alcoholic as you would like right now, I'm afraid.

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[identity profile] dofaye.livejournal.com 2010-11-14 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
I would offer to bring it to you, but I imagine you're in your room.

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[identity profile] dofaye.livejournal.com 2010-11-14 07:49 am (UTC)(link)
I'd appreciate that.
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