[ Matthew simply stares at her for a long moment, then dissolves into quiet laughter. It's an exhausted, relieved sort of sound, that punch drunk laughter you get that feels a little like crying, but minus the mess. ]

Please don't -- [ A sharp inhale. Unfortunately laughing still hurts, but he covers his mouth, simply unable to stop. ] Actually say that again, say anything. I'm just... you're alright. Bloody Hell, Lili, I was terrified, I thought you were...